I will always love you~

It's I will always love you by Whitney Houston
I don't know her..until I heard this song..
Unexpected, this song buried deeply in my heart..


I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU-


If I should stay, 
I would only be in your way. 
So I'll go, but I know 
I'll think of you every step of the way. 

And I will always love you. 
I will always love you. 
You, my darling you. Hmm. 
Bittersweet memories
that is all I'm taking with me.
So, goodbye. Please, don't cry.
We both know I'm not what you, you need.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you.

I hope life treats you kind
And I hope you have all you've dreamed of.
And I wish to you, joy and happiness.
But above all this, I wish you love.

And I will always love you.
I will always love you. 

Believe me when I say

Moments without you make me feel so tiring

Things around me seemed to happen too fast

The second I can settle down is when you have the chance to talk to me

Cause with you, I can withstand anything thats gonna happen to me

I feel like the earth went slow..

At least, I could slow down my pace

Your voice seems to become sweeter and softer each time

I'm obviously melted by your voice everytime

You know what?

Believe when I say..

"I hate my life.."

At least what I'm having and facing now

I hate what turned us to..

I hate what I've turned you to..

I hate what I've turned myself to..

I'm sick of people grounding me..

I'm sick of people forbidding me this and that..

I'm sick of people stalking my life..

And I'm sick of leading you to your freedom

Either things that can be imagineD

or Things that cant be imagineD

are happening on me..

I said, you have every right to leave me alone

I said, I have no right to make you stay

Maybe you'll let go and leave me someday

And when that day comes,

nothing left between us..

Simply nothing..

Gone forever..

I'm going to let you go as well

And hope you find your own happiness..

Which honestly what I will not do..

 Believe me when I say "Its my pretences.."

Look what we've left behind?

A miserable life for you and me..

Why is this happening?

I am looking an answer every night with my teary eyes..

When you say you're alright

I'm sorry but I know deeply you're seriously not..

Because I'm totally not..

Because I'm not secured when you're not here..

Because our relationship is not secured..

And this is the first thing I'll remind myself in the morning

I'm exhausted..with my life..

Maybe someday I choose to close my eyes forever

(most probably not)

I know there's nothing I can do for you

there's nothing I can do for our relationship

And everyday this is the only reason why I hate myself so much..

Got no reason to cry..but I am crying..

一月...开始得不完美

有时候我在睡觉
你就当作我是等你等到睡着吧
模模糊糊中，我听到很多脚步声
心想：哪一个脚步声会是你的呢？
只要停在我周围的，我都会很兴奋地把头抬起来
十次叻...只有一次猜中！

但是
今年
再多的脚步声
都不会有一个是属于你的

这个学校开始了我们的一切
一切的回忆
一切的快乐
一切的悲伤
还有...我们的爱
我们快乐在一起的时候
我们吵架的时候

但同时
这个学校似乎也带走了我们的一切
我们在不知不觉中...越爱越深
"I cant believe we have made this far..."
我们的爱在不知不觉中越爱越远

静静坐着的时候
寂寞得可怕
虽然去年也静静地坐着等你
但是你知不知道
等着你...也是一种幸福...

静静坐着的时候
孤独得可怕
因为会想起你、
想起你离我好远
想起你离我好久
久到我看不到你回来的那一天
因为那一天好像很远

我的2012年开始得不完美
因为没有你，而不完美.........

Tear us apart~

I would really like to share this song..

It made me just stop whateva I was doin and went right to search this song..

I'll think of him (my man) every single time I listen to this song..the lyrics..

It juz suits us so easily..

"I never felt love like this".."No nothing's gonna tear us apart"..

To my man, pls do noted tat some words down there..are really meant to you..

I love you! 

Tear Us Apart Lyrics– Nadhira ft Ron E Jones 

Verse 1 

From the first time we met each other 

I knew that we’d be together I saw in your eyes
It’s just a matter of time

Verse 2
Don’t know if this feels like the real thing
Tell me what to do where do I begin
Don’t know where to start
Should I let you in my heart?

Pre Chorus 
And all it took was on touch, one kiss
I’ve never felt love like this
I pray, I wish we can have this forever

Chorus 
I told you from the very start
It’s always gonna be about us
Just don’t go and break my heart
Just don’t go and break my heart
I knew that we would make it this far
No nothing’s gonna tear us apart
Just don’t go and break my heart
Baby don’t go and break my heart

Verse 3 
Girl you know now that we’re together
I won’t leave your side forever
You know that I’m yours
Baby you’re my only girl in the world

Verse 4 
Now I have no reason to be alone
Fell in love with you, you are now my home
I’ll always be true
I see no one else but you

The story of JoenJason^^

我讲真的，花了整整三个月才完成...

我讲真的，我真的在你去当兵之前 upload 上 blog

我讲真的，video 里讲过的都是我心里想对你说的

如果我们相爱，我的心，我的人，“我”永远只属于你一个

其实我真的累了

我不想再一次在感情里受伤

我也不会让你在感情里受伤

除非你不要我，要不然我不会离开你

我曾经伤过你.......................:(

我知道我一定会有报应
所以我真的以为你不会再这么疼我

所以我很怕你会离开我

希望不会是这三个月

又或者是这一年

这样就代表我们的感情经不起远一点点的距离恋爱

我会觉得自己很没用

不过，过了这一年后如果你没有离开我

我们还很相爱

那你也别想跑了

你知道要重新接受一个新的名字在我的心里住

有多难吗？

很闲的叻

我更不想要接受别人的“口水”

除了你，我会觉得很恶心

因为是你交我怎样吻的！^^

那三个月~

明年的1月1日，很不一样
我甚至不想要去庆祝
不想要迎接它的到来

1月1日，你就要暂时地离开我了
倒数后，要换我倒数着你回来我身边的日子
三个月，其实很短
如果你在我的身边，这三个月其实很短
在下一站，幸福里，慕橙和光唏分开了六年
对彼此的爱一样那么深
对你的爱，我感觉很不踏实
我很害怕下一秒会失去你
我们在一起，你对我的好
有时候，让我感觉好像在做梦
沈佳宜说：“被你爱过，很难再想像会有人这么爱我”
我被你疼过，很难再相信会有人这么疼我
我说过，我知道我们会结束
可是，在结束之前
我希望，不管是三个月，三年，还是三十年
你一样还会牵着我的手一直走下去
不切实际地想，我希望你永远不会放开我的手

1月1日前，我每天都逼着自己去想像你已经不在我身边
撑到了晚上，我发现我真的很想很想你
在这三个月里，我应该每天晚上都会过得很苦吧？
你呢？你会怎样啊？
有时候，我还希望自己没那么爱你

三个月后，你还会不会爱我？
这个问题每天都重覆地在我心里问着
我们又会不会在这三个月后分手？
我们撑不撑得过这三个月？

你毕业后，

我们又撑不撑得过这一年？

茹昭勋，我们到底还会相爱多久？
我们到底什么时候结束？
我一直说我们会结束，
其实我真的没有很想要结束
我根本不想和你有结束

On my belated-birthday~

The guys here were almost all in pink..

Because I asked to..!

Girls were in black..

Mom said very 不吉利..==

Guys were in charge of the bbq part..

While girls were in charge of the eating-part..yummy!!

It feels like my house was lack of chairs..=="

  

Our delicious chicken..fishballs..

Stomach growling already..^^

Girls' poses are sexy..

Guys' poses are.....................speechless..:) 

they call it "yeng"..:P

My house was seriously out of CHAIRS!!!

Hey pretties..^^

So charming indeed..LOL

Busy chatting..

Too bad was, no one eating..:(

Caused too many leftover "chickens" in my house..==

I like your "chicken"!!!

Guess what?? He was making for me..:)

How touching..:'(

I meant the white one..^^

I know..

Again............speechless..==

Why he had to sit like that?

I think he's picking one for my grandma..??

The scene..a little..you know..

CR_EPY

One pretty here..^^

From Run Lin

Thanks for the card, it's your hardwork..

Which I cant bought it anywhere else..

From Xing Ying

You know I'm a dolphin-lover..^^

Thanks for all the "dolphins" on my birthdays..^^

From Ezen and Eexen

This piece of shit.......

is so.......terrific.........

I guess............thanks

But it's good to lose my temper sometimes...

From Sam, Bernice and Nicole(the tiny one)

Thanks for the bird...

The fact that matters is the names behind it..

I love you guys..Really really much^^

From Leong, Frederick and Neil( the large one)

I know I had not change much in the past 10 years..

So thanks for the bird and the wishing-me-快高长大 part..

From Ling Rong

This rabbit is cute..

Glad you took it home..

Thanks!

From Kevin

The oddest present I had ever got the past 15 years..

Still, thank you so much..

From Lie Fin

I'm still wearing the watch and I love it.. Thanks Lie Fin!

From Hui Xuan

The frog is cute..The choc is nice.. Love it! Thanks!

From Ying Ying and Thong Ling

I like the box really really much.. It's so pretty..^^

Thank you and love!

And the key chain is funny..:)

This video and my acknowledgement to all of you is posted after a very loong loong time bcuz I reli didn have time to dig my head in it. 

On my belated birthday, here's my bunch of frenz who I guess never saw me cry in their entire life and made this up to trick me. 

The directors of this video, I made a video for my bf and I knew wat makes my head reli turns around. Thanks for ignoring the suckness of making a video and suffer for 12hours video-making.. Its was amazing cause I cant do it. And maybe, one day when I got married with my Mr.right (jason) up there, you guys could make our wedding-video as well..^^

The three princesses, I noe my temper and the best part is, I myself cant help it. Thanks for all the forgiveness and tolerance on me. Particularly the gul with specs, I'm a person who likes to pick things out and fight, I'm sorry and thank you! P/s: I didn wan perfect in EVERYTHING..

The "eh eh" one, thanks for walking me through a decade. Its hard to have someone like you which I have no idea how to get rid of..^^ (kidding). I reli appreciate a fren lik you!

The guys part, I'm trying to grow tall ok??? And it has no relevant with my hormones.. Stop picking things out of me.. Its a good thing tat I dun change bcuz you guys could recognize me after another decade.. AND, I dun sing while shitting.

Thanks to all of YOU!