Believe me when I say

Moments without you make me feel so tiring

Things around me seemed to happen too fast

The second I can settle down is when you have the chance to talk to me

Cause with you, I can withstand anything thats gonna happen to me

I feel like the earth went slow..

At least, I could slow down my pace

Your voice seems to become sweeter and softer each time

I'm obviously melted by your voice everytime

You know what?

Believe when I say..

"I hate my life.."

At least what I'm having and facing now

I hate what turned us to..

I hate what I've turned you to..

I hate what I've turned myself to..

I'm sick of people grounding me..

I'm sick of people forbidding me this and that..

I'm sick of people stalking my life..

And I'm sick of leading you to your freedom

Either things that can be imagineD

or Things that cant be imagineD

are happening on me..

I said, you have every right to leave me alone

I said, I have no right to make you stay

Maybe you'll let go and leave me someday

And when that day comes,

nothing left between us..

Simply nothing..

Gone forever..

I'm going to let you go as well

And hope you find your own happiness..

Which honestly what I will not do..

 Believe me when I say "Its my pretences.."

Look what we've left behind?

A miserable life for you and me..

Why is this happening?

I am looking an answer every night with my teary eyes..

When you say you're alright

I'm sorry but I know deeply you're seriously not..

Because I'm totally not..

Because I'm not secured when you're not here..

Because our relationship is not secured..

And this is the first thing I'll remind myself in the morning

I'm exhausted..with my life..

Maybe someday I choose to close my eyes forever

(most probably not)

I know there's nothing I can do for you

there's nothing I can do for our relationship

And everyday this is the only reason why I hate myself so much..

Got no reason to cry..but I am crying..