Both of us had a wonderful christmas night in 2012
Everything seemed to be going right
I thought we were heading to our future which we planned together
Your marriage proposal, my honeymoon occasion
Our lovely house, beautiful gardens
Who should be cooking and who should wash the dishes
Quarrelling over how many kids I will be bringing to our family
And so, happily ever after.........
But it turned out to show that I was wrong
Or maybe we were wrong
Numerous of arguments in the past three weeks
Each and every was more heartbreaking than another
We broke each others' heart
I cried.. Like I have never done before
Chances were given
One after another
And then I realised
These were becoming so tiring
Tears had decided not to fall anymore
The heart was already in pieces
Eventually, I chose to leave
Which was a heartbreaking decision again
He did a great job to get me back
Like how most of the boyfriends in this world would do
On the other hand, I was being a terrible girlfriend
Who will never turn back anymore
Then, I realised..
Everything is not going to be as usual as it used to be anymore
I don't miss him
But I miss all happy moments that we went through
Each and every corner in my heart
I find his footprints everywhere
Was keep asking why and how
Five years meant a lot to me
Had never thought of leaving each other
Being each other's part and parcel in life
Used to every details..every daily needs..
Finally, I have to let go
Every special moments came appear in my mind
Pieces by pieces
But I only end with a sigh behind every sentence
I often thought of the beginning
Been asking myself
Is this the END?
The END of our relationship
The END of the past five years
Seemed unbelievable..
Seemed unreal..
Seemed heartbreaking..
Am I ready to live alone
Am I ready to live without him
As if he had never enter my life
As if everything had never happen
As if the past five years had never exist
As if the END of everything
"And then we continued blissfully into this small but perfect piece of our forever".. Breaking Dawn Part II
But our FOREVER, has come to an end
Am I ready to live without him
As if he had never enter my life
As if everything had never happen
As if the past five years had never exist
As if the END of everything
I guess I may really need quite a long period to forget
My feelings towards you
My mind may often play the same old memories about us
I may also feel depressed when I think about you
I may need a very long time to stop playing back
I may need some time to stop feeling upset when I think about you
I still think I will feel more than just upset when I'm alone
And when my mind still forces me to rewind our past
My tears may fall.. My heart may tear.. I may miss you..
A friend said, maybe he chooses to forget everything about you
Will make him feel the least pain
He may has the right to forget
I have the right to keep him in the deepest of my heart
Because
Five years meant a lot to me
But I believe..this will be your best remedy..
It means that I have to stop being selfish..
And move out of your heart..
Finally, let you out of my heart..
Babe, you had been the one I have been waiting for my whole life
"And then we continued blissfully into this small but perfect piece of our forever".. Breaking Dawn Part II
But our FOREVER, has come to an end
我永远都会记得
曾经有人这么爱我
而那个人
就是你...:')
