I never had a dream come true

Alright, big sigh.. And, here it goes..

I am not good in words..
Sometimes, I do not know how to tell you exactly how do I feel..

Believe me when I say I do love to spend all my time with you..
No words can describe how happy I am when we are together..
I can't tell you how you've changed my life since the day you came into it
But I will tell you, my life has never been better since day one
Since 0722..

I can't tell whether is there any connection exists between the both of us
But I guess we have built a strong bridge which links two hearts together
At times, we do not need to tell how do we feel
Because the other party will know..
Glad to know that there's someone out there on this planet
Truly know what kind of person I am

I want to tell you too that you are one of the most important person in my life now..
Well, let me think how to prove it to you?
I just realized I have already proven it to you
Remember each and every smile, laughter and craziness of mine?
Do you see how happy I am when you are around?
My life couldn't be as joyful as it is now without you..
You are my everything..
And you are every reason for my smile..

Never in my whole life I thought of being the one you would fall for
Eventually it happened
I swear I will never gonna forget the expression on your face
On that memorable day
When we decided to hold each other's hand tight
And never going to let go

Time flies
Can you imagine how valuable time can be when I'm with you?
Never hoped for a goodbye
But looking forward to seeing you after every goodbye..
Please do trust me that my heart breaks whenever either one of us got to leave and go..

Didn't I tell you that you have the warmest body ever?
I really love all the long, tight hugs with you..
Because it is you.. And no one can replace you anymore..
Thanks for everything I shall say..
For most of the time, you keep me company

For heaven's sake, do not ever compare yourself with any other guy in this universe..
Because you are the only guy I cherish now..
Remember I once said, you are as if a gift to me..
A gift that no one else can ever replace..
Am not going to look back
Because you worth the most now

分开以后。。。

Both of us had a wonderful christmas night in 2012

Everything seemed to be going right

I thought we were heading to our future which we planned together

Your marriage proposal, my honeymoon occasion

Our lovely house, beautiful gardens

Who should be cooking and who should wash the dishes

Quarrelling over how many kids I will be bringing to our family

And so, happily ever after.........

But it turned out to show that I was wrong

Or maybe we were wrong

Numerous of arguments in the past three weeks

Each and every was more heartbreaking than another

We broke each others' heart

I cried.. Like I have never done before

Chances were given

One after another

And then I realised

These were becoming so tiring

Tears had decided not to fall anymore

The heart was already in pieces

Eventually, I chose to leave

Which was a heartbreaking decision again

He did a great job to get me back

Like how most of the boyfriends in this world would do

On the other hand, I was being a terrible girlfriend

Who will never turn back anymore

Then, I realised..

Everything is not going to be as usual as it used to be anymore

I don't miss him

But I miss all happy moments that we went through

Each and every corner in my heart

I find his footprints everywhere

Was keep asking why and how

Five years meant a lot to me

Had never thought of leaving each other

Being each other's part and parcel in life

Used to every details..every daily needs..

Finally, I have to let go
Every special moments came appear in my mind
Pieces by pieces
But I only end with a sigh behind every sentence
I often thought of the beginning
Been asking myself
Is this the END?

The END of our relationship

The END of the past five years

Seemed unbelievable..

Seemed unreal..

Seemed heartbreaking..

Am I ready to live alone
Am I ready to live without him
As if he had never enter my life
As if everything had never happen
As if the past five years had never exist
As if the END of everything

I guess I may really need quite a long period to forget 

My feelings towards you

My mind may often play the same old memories about us

I may also feel depressed when I think about you

I may need a very long time to stop playing back

I may need some time to stop feeling upset when I think about you

I still think I will feel more than just upset when I'm alone

And when my mind still forces me to rewind our past

My tears may fall.. My heart may tear.. I may miss you..

A friend said, maybe he chooses to forget everything about you

Will make him feel the least pain

He may has the right to forget

I have the right to keep him in the deepest of my heart

Because

Five years meant a lot to me

But I believe..this will be your best remedy..

It means that I have to stop being selfish..

And move out of your heart..

Finally, let you out of my heart..

Babe, you had been the one I have been waiting for my whole life

"And then we continued blissfully into this small but perfect piece of our forever".. Breaking Dawn Part II

But our FOREVER, has come to an end

我永远都会记得

曾经有人这么爱我

而那个人

就是你...:')

我最幸福的事...当过你的天使

Sorry to say but I feel that my blog has been accumulating so much of dust..o.0
It's true.. I have not been updating my blog for so long..

Why?? Lazy..:)

Updating it now.. This may be a very long post..

A post that says everything about a year that I have gone through..

Year 2012.. A life-changing year.. that changes everything in me..

Let's change into a chinese-mood..:)

2012..我跌过

我跌得很重

害怕自己无法有勇气再站起来

所幸的，陪伴在身边的朋友

始终没有离开过

到我站了起来

才发现自己其实

被自己和事情逼坚强了很多

当上了主席、节目策划和表演者

认识了新的朋友

那段期间

你们看见了吗？

其实我崩溃了

人际关系出现问题

师生又出现问题

表演也出现问题

找了朋友哭诉

找了朋友相挺

找了朋友支撑

终于，一切顺利地进行

然后，结束了

接下来，一直平平淡淡地

来到了一生中很重要的一次考试

大家忙昏了

期间，手上眼里都只有无数再无数的

历年和各州考题

找了朋友温习

找了朋友奋斗

找了朋友一起挨过

这时候，我感受到身边很多条件地

帮助、鼓励、支持我

一起努力到三更的

“朋友”

感动已经麻木了

因为这种感动

这些朋友每天都“提供”

已经不能用单纯的感动来形容了

你问我，幸福吗？

朋友们...若你在阅读这篇文章

我想说...我真的很幸福

幸福不是自己讲自己爽

这一切的幸福，都是你们给我的

谢谢不说了...

我觉得最适合报答的方式

就是一辈子把你们都放在心上

让你们也感受到我的幸福

羡慕我？

算了吧...谁叫我有你们让我幸福？

考试到了终点

“分离”这两个字

我们都明白

我们都清楚

只是我们都不想说

只是我们都不想听

相信我吧！我会把所有的回忆

所有的点点滴滴

快乐的事...幸福的事

甜美的事...伤心的事

流泪的事...悲哀的事

疯癫的事...无奈的事

无言的事...愤怒的事

好笑的事...变态的事

好玩的事...大便的事

幸福的事...倒霉的事

都记在这里...<3 div="div">

爱情路上

到了康庄大道

自由了？

是稳定了...

从前一直期待着他的改变

从伤心...到失望...

再到绝望...其实已经来到了死心

我看到了你的改变

看到你为了我改

看到你的爱

看到你的疼爱

看到你的珍惜

看到你的付出

看到你的牺牲

看到你的忍让

我幸福了

It doesn't matter whether tomorrow or whenever is the end of the world
The truth is I found love
WE found love
Being part of each other's life
Is the happiest thing

In once of a lifetime

这一年，我们一起

很勇敢地走过了一月

很饥饿地度过了饥饿三十

很浪漫地度过了christmas eve

很幸福地庆祝了new year's eve

2013年的开始

代表着2012年的结束

这一切一切

都成了回忆

成了历史

等待着怀念

等待着珍惜

等待着想起

等待着记得

我和你

到底会到什么时候？

不...别说...

忘记“结束”吧！ 

先别去找他！

幸福才来...

先去找七年

先去找惊喜

先去找求婚

先去找结婚

先去找蜜月

去 Maldives

去 Tahiti

去世界很浪漫很浪漫很浪漫很浪漫的地方

找另一种幸福！

超想念以前一起投诉开学

又其实很期待开学的日子

干嘛没好好的珍惜啊???

现在，超想念你们啊！

朋友，我很想念你！

 

曾嘉莹，傻婆！

好好地爱！

我祝福你！

将踏入第十二年的朋友们

就那三只啦！什么琳...有牛奶和青蛙/吉娃娃

谢谢你们纠缠了我十二年！

看看我们什么时候才闲掉大家? XD

我很感谢2012年的

每一个人

每一件事

因为你们

我活得更精彩

我活得更幸福

记得在2012年的最后一天

我回到了学校

我走过了我们的走廊

走着...走着...

我笑了...

走着...走着...

我流泪了...

学校顿时变美了

因为回忆而变美

那时，我放慢了脚步

看看周围

看看协助我长大的这间学校

你好吗？

在看看地上

我说看到脚印是假的

只是看看我们走过的地方

突然看清了一样东西

我们不会再一起走过这里了

我在这里恋爱

我在这里失恋

我在这里遇见了你...

因为这个学校

我们有缘地相见

然后相爱了

我在这里吵架

我在这里翻脸

我在这里复合

我在这里说你的不是

我真的有说^^ shhh...:P

不过感谢我曾经说过的坏话

因为你让我更了解你

因为你让我更懂你

因为你让我更珍惜你了

母牛，最爱你了！

Honestly, I'm sorry Ber..:)

Now, I am an 18-year-old girl

I go into college

I meet new friends

Beginning a new life

Ending sadness

Saving happiness

But I won't forget

Some beautiful people that I met in high school

Should start thinking in a mature way

Don't worry about me...

Jac..:)

I will think of you guys..whenever I fall..

And when I rise again, please let me know that you're ok as well

我最幸福的事

当过你的天使