变成了过去...~

“有时候知道自己愿意放弃什么
比知道自己要什么更重要...”

这句话，我在别人的身上学的...
可能我太在意了吧...
我不愿意...
所以，得来的东西换掉了我的幸福...

变成了过去...
你已经不属于我...
你要去寻找你的世界...
一个没有我的世界...

变成了过去...
你走的路，
是一个没有我的未来...
没有我在你的身边...
你，还习惯吗?

原来，我还是不舍
原来，我不愿意你离开
原来，我会去想你
原来，你对我来说很重要

变成了过去...
我对你来说，应该不再重要了
我也只不过是你的过去
一段没有意义的回忆...
一段没有回忆的过去...

1st of March, another beginning of a month..

I was sitting..
Quietly..on my bathroom floor..
In a few minutes..my face was washed by tears..
Longer than I could remember..
I sat there for quite some time..
At times, I was sobbing
Sometimes they just fell when I close my eyes..
Things were flashing in my mind..
One after another, popping out as if I was watching a film..
And each of it, stabbed straight into my heart..
Water flows onto my body..
Ignore the fact that I was unclothed..
I felt even more comfortable..
That I could cry to my heart's content..
I let it go..I let my tears to fall..
At last, tears and shower were not differ at all..
Same flows along every inch of my skin..
So intimate.. Made me felt that even my heart was naked..
I heard the sound of the water..
Tapping on my skin..on the floor..
It was clear..as if the water was not uncountable anymore..